I've been writing character bios and fact checking actual events in history. I've been learning proper slang terms in various time periods and writing detailed notes on proper attire for the 1830's on to modern times.
I've been working my creative butt off all while packing up the house and preparing to move almost 1,700 miles away.
Then I found out I was pregnant.
I've wanted to be a "real" writer for so many years. I'm not stopping now. I will keep writing. Even if I don't hit my goal word count by Nov. 30th, I will keep writing.
Then will come the editing, the proof reads, the begging people to read it for feedback, the re-editing, the locking it up in a desk for however many months it needs to rest, and then the re-read with fresh eyes. All while juggling three kids, another move, a new house, and a new life.
Maybe something will come of it. Maybe it won't. But I just want to get this story out of my head. I want to bring life to the characters I already know. Even if no one else will ever meet them.
I want to be able to say, "hey, I wrote a book once..."